(; Fukai Seikou= Japanese for close deep sincere love & Affection
... i wanted to express how ROmantic i Am....;)
"to be like Jesus i don't do for fame or fortune cause i'm legit i'm a great lover lol i have a lot of pride in that i think being the best lover i can be is the best thing about me i'm not shallow minded at all and its been that way for most of my life wanting to turn into my best for romance happened soon after puberty lol i was an early bloomer it just goes to show how really sincere at loving i am i never intend to do bad to anyone i made mistakes but i never stop the love unless its sexual.. .i leave it for my one and only :)i thought i needed to best myself back as a preteen to keep a marriage ...i never wanted to be left for someone else again....i mean i gave them my all but they'd always leave so i understand why in the bigger picture was all for my destiny
thought that was the only way to keep a marriage happy so i trained up myself as a preteen i looked at my qualities i liked and also took note of that and what i thought i needed to be perfect and not corrupted so everything mean i wanted gone but i struggled with loving me i loved everyone else so much it made me cry literally i still do but this time Roah and the spirit of Rihanna they taught me self love imagine just if i get the prettiest one to me (not to down anyone just we all have a type) everyone's perfect and should feel beautiful very much just i have a lot of passion for that love and self love love everyone OK Forgive forget let go of pain move on feel great and also ....imagine getting my perfect type as a low self confidence type of person just cause i forget what i look like all the time not by a mirror you know? yeah so imagine if i get the prettiest one and it feels like the soul contacts really there Its as if shes my pride She gave it back to me i thought people |
pretty like her took it from me but i think if she stayed with me id keep my roah sense of pride legit not corrupted
Rihanna - Kiss It Better (Explicit)
in the imd before she came out with the song i always said kiss it better to her in my head sheet looks like a ghost i saw the dice as chance in the song its her to me telling me take my pride back and show her what im willing to do and did but shes not the monster i heard demons for a long time but i know how to make them best ever so i share it back then i wasnt sure if i heard her but i was sure to use all my faith having lost it all i took a chance i prayed for her to hear me really and then her anti album is mostly all my thoughts to her that i sent there's so much on this site" = Karen K. Soon .. More to know in the free books and here here! |